Let’s get real, I am a big boy. I figured at one point in my life I can find someone who would like a big teddy bear to cuddle with and a little extra cushion for the pushing. But, that’s not how it is.
This is the second time I join a dating site. This time, the difference is that there is a major class change. Better quality. Since I pay for the site, (Not the ass), I wouldn’t expect anything less. But, I am finding out that I have the same problem.
I know people see my profile. I mounted it as truthful as I can but, most likely, the moment they see my picture, they just swipe away. Little do they know that I am a pleaser. That I am very talented and would almost spoil the person I am with.
Love to make people laugh, and feel good about themselves. I mean, I am the whole package. Living in the projects and everything! I actually think that living in the PJ’s is my downfall. I want better. And soon, I will have.
I am not changing my life for anyone. I just know that I deserve better. So, being fat used to bother me a lot. Now, not so much. If I can’t love myself first, no one else will be able to love me.
That is all.