Why are people so malicious

I don’t have much to take from.  But what I do have, I value immensely.  I get my weekly update from my site to see that people around the world are trying to get into my website.  Why?  It’s of no used to them except that they are just bad people.

I’m the first one to say that knowledge is power but the knowledge you can get from my website is useless unless I’m the one working it.  It is a personal talent that is needed to work it.  Other than that, you are just doing it to ruin people’s lives.

Anyway, I have been feeling some kind of way with certain people.  They have been getting on my nerves more than usual.  Maybe my meds need to be updated or something but my fuse has gotten so quick lately that I just don’t know what it is.  I am literally so frustrating that i find that I am becoming the asshole everyone thought I was back in the day.

I guess my guards are going up again and stopping me from offending others.  I am trying soooo hard that it breaking my brain.  So I have decided to be real quiet on my zoom this coming Thursday the 18th.  We’ll see how long I can do it for but I will do it.

Thank you for reading this if you have.

That is all.